for my mental health

Isolation Condundrum June 19, 2007

Posted by fmmh in : Ramblings , trackback

I deal with anxiety issues every day. Whenever I am able to overcome my anxiety issues and reach out to others things just don’t work out for me.

I think I’m losing faith in my ability to maintain friendships. It’s my issues’ fault!

Everyone has issues, yeah yeah. I know there’s a lot of people out there who have had it worse than I did. I wonder how they cope and maintain relationships?

Should I lie about my issues or should I be straight up with people? How much should I say? Foot-in-the-mouth syndrome tends to trip me up every new conversation.

I have to be myself! And, there lies the conundrum. The few rare magical moments where I am able to socialize just never seem to pan out for me anymore. It sucks.